A Love Letter…

Disclaimer: I don’t remember writing this but I do remember that the words were in a letter I read in a dream. Months later I still find these words intoxicatingly beautiful.

I have lingered here for longer than it seemed. I guess I’m stuck on the promises of yesterday and all that we were, all that we would be…will be. I have lost myself in the depths of you. Never knowing how truly broken I am without you. Or how every single thing in my life has been effortlessly guiding me towards you…as if knowing somehow you were the one that could bear the infliction that is me.

I have traced the light in your eyes with my mind a thousand times…maybe more as I feel that part of you has become etched into my soul. Or maybe it was always there? Waiting for me to find you so that I could awaken the sleeping part of you that dwelled within me as our lips would first meet. To know that despite all of the years of despair it’s now comforting to know that perhaps this part of you has always been there and guided me out of the darkness with your radiating light. That you were shining the light on the path so that I could find the road that led me to you.

I know not when we’ll meet again but my body still burns in all the places you have touched me. You’ve filled me with so much of your light that I cannot stand how these places ache and yearn to feel you once more. Return quickly and safe to me this I beg of you; I implore. Because I cannot breathe until you’re here again with me.

All of my love,

Madelyn.